Sunday, March 14, 2010; 4:58 AM
i wish she could understand.
i wish that we could go back.
but she doesnt understand how i feel.
she always goes far far away.
and i can never find her.
but when i do,
all she ever says is mentions her name.
but what about herself.
she just leaves me alone, and sometimes i want to talk to her.
but its clear that she just doesnt want to.
she probably thinks i would rather talk to her.
but thats not true okay.
i am trying my best to look out for her,
but she just refuses to tell me anything.
i miss when she would spend her time with me,
and when she used to be so excited to talk to me.
nowadays i think she just finds me a pain to her.
i didnt know our friendship was so fragile.
instead she would rather spend her time with others,
thinking that i dont want to spend time with her either.
everyday after school she's gone.
i have nothing to say anymore.
i know rules are meant to be broken,
but what about friendships?
maybe ours wasnt to last anyway.
i really treated her like my friend,
and i'm trying to hard to save our friendship,
from the rough waters of incertainty,
but we are drowning.
BACK FROM CAMP AT BINTAN (:
it was super fun :D
i loved all the activities :D
now i'm kinda tired so i shall update tmr bah.
hahaha.
anyway,
in all,
it was awesome <3
bye people (:
-natalieang: you are the only exception.
the winds blew and the waves were coming,
but we were just drowning.
its hopeless i guess,
we will never get back to how it used to be.
goodbye good friend,
i'll miss you.
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