2009:

first half -
started off pretty well,
was doing okay with friends,
and was pretty happy,
but unfortunately my grades were taking a toll,
for the worst.
then, i was starting to feel the stress of the streaming.
i told myself to work hard,
but all to no avail,
cause i still lost a battle to my arch enemy,
the computer.
ended off with bad grades, and tears.

whenever yelaoshi announced the tops in class,
i sighed and wished i was one of them.

toward the end,
i realised that i had lost a friend.
many tears and countless diary entries later,
i told myself i had to let her go.
because, she does not treat me like her friend,
and i told myself that i can't be close to her anymore.
that our times as being close friends were gone.

even times in cca weren't very pleasant,
i even broke down, having sirs and ma'ams asking me,
if i was okay.
i told them i was stressed for studies,
but i think they knew it wasn't studies.
but they were caring, and i really thank them (:

holidays were here,
and i started to read up more,
and be more concerned for studies,
after all, my goal was to get in to 3H '2010.


second half -
i was feeling better,
i had found better friends and i was feeling happier.
i worked hard for studies,
putting everything else in second place.
and finally, i scored very well for the common tests,
i felt so so so happy,
i scored many many A1s, (except my chinese ); )
and felt proud of myself,
after all, i defeated my enemy.

nearing exam time,
i cut myself away from computer,
and dedicated my time to studying,
and really focused on my goal.
my eyes could only see the finish line,
which i worked hard for.

finally, the end of year exams were near.
i gathered all my notes,
and soon me and my study partner xinting were off to--
the library.
thats right.
everyday right after exams,
and also the week before,
we would eat lunch (jia fan of course)
and then put sweets and earpiece into our pockets,
and carried our books and notes to the library.

we would ask each other questions,
and really learn a lot from each other.
sometimes, we were the only ones there,
and we woud study right until 5 when the librarian,
had to tell us to leave,
as the library was closing soon.

and after each exam,
we would tell each other how hard it was,
and say, "aiyah die liao lah"
"i think cannot get A already ): "
haha, but we laughed and prayed,
for good results to come.

finally results were due to be back.
i was pleasantly surprised,
when ms tan mui mui called me up,
because i scored well for mathematics.
it made my day, and i felt glad,
that my days of bad results were finally over.
and when mrs tan called my name,
to say that i got a distinction for science for newsouthwales,
i was shocked, (you can ask xinting), but i was happy.

although i still had a little bit of friends' troubles,
and still teared once in a few days,
my family were encouraging,
and my real friends really supported me.

cca got better for me,
and i passed the drill test and campcraft test,
got loads of badges,
and i felt proud of NPCC.

also,
i made it into SLC. which i was really hoping for.
finally i can make a difference to people's lives,
and i'm glad my new friend jiayi made it in too!

thus, the year has finally ended.
and i think that although this year was not a good one for me,
i look forward to next year,
and i hope for the best!


now, i would like to thank a few people,
for making 2009 bearable.

Bernice! ((:

Thanks so much for being my bestest best friend.
and even though we are apart,
but thank you for supporting me,
for everything i do,
and sharing your secrets,
and i'm always glad to entrust my secrets to you.
thank you bestie!
you'll always be my bestest best friend!

Charmaine! (:

Thanks for writing that super long post,
and all your care for me.
you were so nice,
to dedicate that post to me,
and it touched me!
i really appreciate it,
and i hope to know you better in the coming year!
you are a really kind and nice person,
thank you for being my friend!

Xinting! (:

hey there big mouth #01!
thank you for being a really good friend to me,
you are a great person and i'm so happy,
to have such a good friend!
you cheer me up all the time,
and we've been through a lot together!
thanks for all the good times,
and i know we will have more in the years to come!
your random notes and little cards,
never fail to make me feel happy!
thank you so much, for being there,
when nobody else was.

Jiayi! (:
(i know you like rainbows!)

i'm so glad to have met you,
because i have really found someone,
who understands my views and opinions,
and won't think bad of me,
no matter what i say.
you are a really sweet girl,
and i think you and me are fated to be good friends!
we think so much alike,
we're practically twins!
i'm also glad to have you as a future classmate,
because i know that our friendship will grow,
and last of all,
thanks for all the chats and smses,
you really make me feel special and brighten up my day!

Yi luan! (:

you are a really kind and caring friend!
you always cheer me up when i'm down,
and your long smses really motivated me,
and made me really cheered up!
thank you so much,
for always believing in me,
and lending me your listening ear,
whenever i felt sad.
thanks!

& to the rest of my good friends out there:

i also want to thank all of you for being friends with me,
and really, i would just liek to say:
i would not have survived 2009 without all of you,
and you guys are awesome!
special thanks to:

2D 2009, NP Sec 2 Squad,

All my friends at my church, St. Ignatius Catholic Church,

& My family!


goodbye 2009!

-natalieang: thanks to you too, my special someone.

sezairi won singapore idol!
but why are so many people critisizing him?
yeah yeah, talk so much about how sylvia should have won.
but, she's sure gonna get a contract and produce albums,
so we'll still get to hear her sing,
so whats the big deal?

anyway, sezairi has talent too,
and i for one loved it when he sung 'crazy',
it was a good performance!
why do people have to critisize all the time,
i'm sure everyone has a different taste in music,
you just gotta try to like different types i guess.

yes it is a pity sylvia didnt win,
but dont critisize sezairi for it,
after all, he didnt crown himself the winner,
singaporeans did.
its not his fault!

watched avatar with my mom today (;
in 3D!
it was such a nice movie :D
really touching and really nice.
altho i didnt like it when some people died ):
but yeah, that makes it realistic.
anyway, it was nice!

everyone should go watch AVATAR!

hahah, my sister even went to make an avatar of herself,
it has braces! (according to her cause i havent seen it)
heheh.

anyways.
gonna stay at home tmr.
boring right?
LOL. no choice, need to do some housekeeping :D

bye people!
(this is such a boring post -.- yawn!)

-natalieang: finally, i believe my dreams will unfold, its like being touched by an angel

by sezairi sezali :D

but i love tabitha! LOL.

i hate it when the hooks from my braces,
hook onto my tongue,
causing my tongue to bleed,
and for me to moan in pain.

this has happened like countless times,
since i put my braces.
i need to be more careful where i put my tongue ;x

yesterday was CHRISTMAS!
me, emily jie, siow quen, zihui,
wei hock and chifa went to robin sir's house.
haha, we had fun over there talking,
and at the arcade,
and the girls all went to play the drum thing,
and take neoprints (:
and at sir's house charmaine was there :D
so i passed her her christmas present,
and they left pretty soon.
then played til around 7 plus,
then took bus home.
haha. was quite a fun day.

oh yeah!
yesterday night, (which means christmas night)
there was a firefly in my room!
really, i'm seriously not kidding.
i laid down on my bed, and looked at my window,
i saw a yellow light,
and at first i thought it was a reflection,
but i stood up (yes, stood up),
and saw that it was a firefly.
it was so cool (:
that time when we did the firefly project,
the website said that singapore doesnt have fireflies.
but since i saw one in my room yesterday,
i'm starting to think that maybe there are fireflies in singapore.

hah.
anyways, will be eating astons tonight at amk,
then going to buy my school shoes at sportslink.
LOL. boring life i know ._.
anyways, will post soon!

-natalieang is wondering when it will all finally stop.

hello everyone.
mood today = weird.
hahah, i also dunno why lah ._.
suddenly talk about the past,
all the unhappy things.
then made me feel some mixed emotions.
everytime i talk about the past i will always feel that way.
oh well.

my sister = 不是人!
she scored 2130/2400 for her SAT exam.
(thats the exam to take if you wanna go to the USA)
and she even made it into stanford and harvard!
but she says she's gonna find one uni with the course of her choice.
._. aiyah. o level that time she's also the same.
she got the government scholarship,
but she chose international school.
but congrats! (:
haha. i'll never be as smart as her!

today's a slacking day.
had chinese tuition.
and omg, so many new hard words x.x
haha. my chinese = cmi.
so yeah, i will work on it!

tmr is the sec 1 registration day!
will be doing PSL duty!
hall + uniform duty!
hope i'll have fun!

anyway, i gotta go watch 'together' now!
its a good show!

toodles.

-natalieang: "i'll never talk again, i'll never love again"

speechless by lady gaga

BACK FROM NP CAMP! (:

heh, i was so tired i slept for 3+ hours just now.
even when my mom asked me if i wanted to sleep,
i said no but slept anyway. haha.
proves how tired i am! ><


i dont even know what to write now.
hahah. the camp was fun,
changing here and there,
and waking up early just to polish boots.
and forgetting to wear pe shorts,
so just rolled up my track pants,
omg lah. hahaha.
and the promotion parade,
and getting many many badges.
and conducting games and me & weikian played too!
and water parades with salt,
and water parades without salt and daryl complaining,
that he wanted the salt!

not to mention, what fun my group mates are,
chee wei, yan quan me and zihui (;
group 1 rocks :D
we won the second prize for amazing race *claps!*
can just say that yan quan walks really fast.
haha, and we were always trying to overtake others.
competitive spirit!

the lessons on method of instruction were useful,
learnt how to conduct campcraft lessons,
pt, and we enjoyed the first aid and flagstaff lessons,
was really enjoyable.

haha. and the camp standing order number one is:
speak english at all times.
LOL, everyone keep quoting it.
then nobody knows whats camp standing order number two.
hahahaha, joke right.

then finally camp is over.
then i checked my messages:
guo dong-
" i have received the good progress award.....etc etc"
then in my mind i'm thinking, "huh oh okay lor."
hahaha. but congrats lah (:
he really did improve alot this year, and wee joon also!



i'm wondering where's xinting ):
she said she was back on the 16th,
but til now theres no sign of her.
maybe she prolonged her trip.
i really dont know.
she didnt sms me,
her blog hasnt been updated and neither has her facebook.
YIU XINTING! ): WHERE ARE YOU? D;

anyways.
christmas is coming (:
thanks to a certain someone for the gift. i'm yet to eat it.

oh yeah! i wanna buy lady gaga's CD.
just now was at a shop,
and heard many of her songs playing.
(hinting that i stayed inside the shop for very long :P)
they're all really nice (:
but will see how lah. if not much money,
then probably wont buy it.

i gotta go now. bye people!

-natalieang: "oh boy you left me speechless, so speechless"

HELLO :D

#1. I bought an ipod touch last sunday!
-- its so cool, love it loads (x

#2. I rebonded my hair today :O
-- now its really straight, i wanted to cut bangs,
but the guy said my forehead is short so its not advisable,
hah, but he did cut a nice fringe for me :D

HEHE. my mom is who i'd like to thank,
she spent a lotta money on me ><
but its totally worth it lah :P

SLC posting results on monday!
omg. hahah.
hehe. okay i think i have to go soon.
nest post will post a quiz thing and tag replies (:

hahah. so you MUST come back :D
i sound like an advertisement!

kay bye!

-natalieang: "you were my voice when i couldn't speak."
(somehow i can't copy and paste the heart thing, so yeah -.-)

quiz quiz quiz!
got tagged by emily jie (:
okay somehow the blogger thing wont let me copy and paste,
so i think i'll do it on tumblr tmr.

hahah.
oh yeah,
i got into SLC!
me and jiayi were both really happy to get in,
speaking of her,
i wanna just wanna thank her.
i don't know her very well,
but through our few conversations,
i can tell she's a really nice, cute girl,
and she also shares my views (but thats just for us to know).
and and she's also very encouraging and always motivating me.
ANG JIAYI, thank you! (:

(haha, we're both ang, maybe 500 years ago we have the same ancestor? who knows?)

kay now for tag replies!
will start from yiluan (:

yiluan: hahaha, i hope i can be happy everyday, but yeah, everyday seems to be a mix of emotions. i am happy everyday, but sad and angry everyday too.

xinhui: yeah i'm not going, its okay lah, have fun okay? love ya.

bernice! :D : HAHA, i miss you too :D ooh but you're back already! which is GOOD ((:

meixin: HAHA, wave wave lalala. yo yo yo :D LOL. bored until like that :P

jiansheng: haha, your class chalet also coming soon what, i not good life okay, you choose to go work de :P

yiluan: i'm still blogging here :D just use tumblr sometimes.

ferlyn: heheh, okay thanks for the tag (:

jiayi: hehe, no problem (;

jiazhi: HELLO :D where has your blog gone? ):

sean lim: hahah, NO! you bring your own lah :P haha, just wanna make use of me aye? its not gonna work :D haha.

aneka: hi hi baobei :D

daryl hpy: hahah, yeah okay (: ipod touch ftw! haha, good luck with that!

bernice!! :D : haha, yes! and my hair was washed around 4 times at the salon, hahaha, cause got treatments and stuff in the rebonding process, oh well you know right, your hair was also rebonded before (: hahaha. yeah but who cares about him lah, he is so ._. hahaha. and i cant believe he likes (wellyouknowwho), like totally unexpected o.o hahah.

ferlyn: haha, replied you in your blog le :D

kah hwee kor: hahaha, you dont need to know lah :P private and confidential ;x hahah. yeah ipod touch rocks (:

kay finally done!

haha. somehow i dislike rainy days ._.
i dont know. it seems to me that as the sky grows darker,
so does my mood. or maybe its just me.
and there's always those little flying look-like-flying-ants-but-bigger-insect-things,
they keep flying around. so annoying! -.-

anyway i gotta go.
bye!

-natalieang :/