hey people.
had an unlucky day today ><
during pe the rugby ball hit my face,
lucky my braces were fine, cause the ball hit my eyes/nose area.
so actually my nose is kinda pain now.
but i think it will heal quite fast bah.
its getting better by the second.
but actually i wanted to continue playing rugby,
but is mr yong dont let me play de ._.
oh yeah, still have leh. then after school was in class,
felt my (to pull the gaps in my teeth closer) elastic band a bit weird,
so was rying to adjust it, but the hook,
that hooks my elastic band, poked and hooked my thumb,
which made it bleed ;x s
o i went take a plaster from ziyue.
then then then! (still have hor! ><)
like 10 minutes before taek starts i had a stomachache,
but it went away shortly after. wah.
even emily jie say today i should have stay at home,
like i'm jinxed or something? LOL.
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final years are coming ):
very stressed. if i dont do well,
thats it for me le D; no good class = die le.
my future depends on it!
shall work really hard for it!
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gotta do work le, cant slack anymore le.
bye peopleeee. cya soon.

-natalieang: what should i do by jisun, listen to it! yeah. i know i'll never match up to her.
i know you will be paiseh to tell me,but i already know.
if someone asked me who was my best friend in cchy,of course i would say your name.
but i know that you wont say mine.after all, she rocks your world.
i also remember, that you once told me,
that last time you used to be angry at me
for not spending time with you.
now i'm trying to make up for it.
but i already see that you have her.
you never have time for me.
so, you dont need me anymore.
or maybe you never needed me.
i wont ever have a place in your heart like she does.
i'm just, well. your partner in class.
even if we went to the same class again.
the same thing will be happening.
so just, just forget it.

hey all.
emo time is over ._.
eh, yeah, shall just forget about the whole thing.
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to shimin, aneka baobei, xinting flower,
ziyue laoguo, hongjin, daryl haopengyou,
bernice bestie, jiansheng, samantha husband,
sean lim, kah hwee kor, zoe, jiazhi and emily jie:

thanks for all the encouragement :D
i really appreciate your tags and i will try to be cheerful.
you guys are great and i love you all loads (:
thanks! <3
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tmr school is starting :O
so fast our holiday is gone,
and so many things are coming up,
#1. lit project due
#2. firefly project?
#3. 2nd Class drill test
#4. Fancy drill training for 2010 CCA orrientation
#5. EOY

busy busy.
hmm, kay, i'm gonna do my lit project script now.
buhbyeeeee.
:D
-natalieang is playing portia -.-"

already gone ♥
by kelly clarkson

i dunno whats up with me during school these days.
like, i always feel down and sian,
and i'm just like a zombie who walks around everywhere,
aimlessly, just walking on and on.
maybe i'm just boring ._.

i hate this feeling.
it feels like i'm all alone,
even when theres people beside me,
around me, or even talking to me,
i feel that their hearts are not with me.
but the worst comes,
i am in the canteen.
almost everyone has left to line up,
i'm sitting with samantha,
sharing recess.
my classmates are having a party.
i already went there,
where the cake was, but nobody talked to me or anything,
(like i was invisible)
so i just took my piece of cake and left.
i was seating at a table near the party.
then, as i was going to take a bite of my recess,
i suddenly glanced to the benches where my classmates were,
and guess what i saw?
everyone taking a class photo.
i dropped my spoon onto my plate.
samantha asked me: why arent you taking the photo with them?
and i asked myself the same question.
then i remembered,
'i thought just now i saw some 2D people eating at another table too?'
'oh yeah, someone called them over to take the photo'
but wait, thats not right.
if someone called them over...
why didnt anyone call me over?
this was when i felt that feeling that i oh-so hate.
the feeling of being completely left out,
and being alone.
i picked up my spoon and continued eating.
but since that lunch i havent had much appetite.
even until now. i keep flashing back to that moment.
and when mr neo gave out the photos,
and yian passed me a photo.
i looked at the photo.
and i looked carefully at all the faces.
they are all so happy.
i guess they didnt really need me right?
i'd probably just ruin the whole picture.
but looking at the picture.
somehow i'll know that one day everyone will be looking back,
and smiling at this picture.
but it seems that i am completely erased from this picture.
maybe nobody will remember me anyway.
yes, oh i hate that feeling.
after the dance,
yeow wee also told me something that i knew.
"natalie, you dont know how to dance right?"
its not his fault. i already knew that.
and he's like that,
being his direct self.
maybe next time i wont dance at all.
nobody will notice anyway.

goodbye.
this post is over.
-natalieang wants to be a part of her class, but sadly is not.

hello world! ;DD
its been long, again.
LOL, these days i dont use computer so often.
so hence, keep on MIA-ing.
but i'm back now :D
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watched the proposal on tuesday!
was soooooo nice (:
really hilarious and touching,
with an unexpected twist!
me and bestie were commenting about the movie,
like, even during the movie.
hahaha. we went to ion after that!
even bought bestie shirts! with the starbucks logo! (:
and we wore our rings around our necks!
and and and we were so glad to see each other again!
<333 :D
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wow. kinda shocked myself.
never have i thought that i would be back,
in the top 10.
since that fateful day in the first term of sec 1,
i have never been in the top ten after that.
well, great then (:
finally, an average of more than 75%,
and also, after so long, 4 A1s, again,
just like the first term of sec 1 ;D
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awww sad ):
miss darwina is leaving us.
whoever will be taught by her (and hopefully its us)
will definately benefit from her lessons,
they are interesting and fun,
and so is she.
i mean, ever heard of a teacher who gives marks on tests,
about her?
(eg. what is my name? ;O or when is my birthday? :] )
cool right? (x
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replying tags (:

kah hwee: haha, kay kay thanks!

yiuxinting!: haha, yeah! (: LOL, everyday of holidays i got stuff on leh! ><

corrina: yeah sure ;D

BESTIE! <3:>< miss you loads, our outing was great! (:

victor: oh, yeah :D haha, i was really nervous that day! thanks for noticing :]

yiuxinting!: thanks! yeah, will teach you lah :D yeah, i know you are forever lei de! LOL. +.+

jiansheng: oh, yeah, thanks so much (: you jiayou for o levels too bah!

emilyjie: awww, sorry ): will link you up now! :D
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eh, off to go to some websites.
bye people!
update soooooon!
cya all soon (:
-natalieang: "men fail much often from want of preserverance than from want of talents" courtesy of miss darwina <3