first day of school!
NICE (:
yelaoshi was talking and talking about H1N1.
yawn. HAHA. me and aneka were eating sweets as usual.
then then we had geog.
and wenwen and joanna were saying that ms goh looks like me.
LOL. i guess a little bit bah ;x
she was friendly and nice :D
she's so like, lively, OH, vivacious! LOL.
then math,
mrs ng was okay today,
i'm happy i understood everything, and i want to learn more ;O
hmm, english lit.
i hope i can understand and do well (:
the teacher okay luh. seems interesting.
then science, wah, DIE.
MR NEO IS STILL TEACHING US! ;O
he cant teach physics kay.
i bet he doesnt really understand it himself!
damn, i was hoping for mrs chan again! );
nevermind bah, i shall pay super attention and self study (:

youth day soon.
practice practice!
uh-oh, i cant believe the whole school..
uh, nevermind ;x

very tired now.
stupid chinese project.
lucky the firefly project havent yet hand up.
i'm going to die liao lor.
so many things. LOL.

kay, bye.
too tired to continue ;/

-natalieang : here i am, still holding on.

hello hello hello!
i'm back from china.
i shall wait for my sister to upload the pictures,
then post on facebook.

LOLLL.
china's damn hot.
as in, the weather.
haha. really, and its humid,
which = SWEAT! D;
lol, but it was fun. i climbed a mountain :D

omg i cant believe michael jackson's dead! ):
he was so talented, and moonwalk,
he can moonwalk, i love seeing that.
i never got tired of it. then he's so iconic.
i mean, he's one of those people who you would never really picture dying.
like, at least not until they're like 80 or something. like steve irwin.
the chocodile hunter guy. i never pictured that he would die,
he, like michael, are those kind of people,
who, in my mind, would live really long and write autobiographies of themselves,
and people would remember them deeply.
but, they're dead now. its just so sad. i'm still in shock actually.
i mean. michael jackson. DEAD. i just couldnt imagine.
i hope its all a dream, and he's not dead.

sadly, its not. he's really dead.
rest in peace michael jackson, i'll miss you forever.


shall just do a random quiz i saw on yiluan's blog.
i'm bored, heh.

01. Honestly, what color is your shirt?
Ans: yellow

02. Honestly, whats on your mind?
Ans: i want school to open soon.

03. Honestly, what have u done yesterday?
Ans: i woke up, watch tv, took a cab to my dad's office for lunch,
came home, watch more tv, sit company car to airport, took a plane back to singapore,
and checked my smses. LOLL.

04. Honestly, have you ever been in love?
Ans: yeah.

05. What do you do when you're mad?
Ans: write diary, rant to people, sing.

06. What's the worst things you've done when you were very mad?
Ans: i think cry bah, or rant too much.

07. Ever made anyone cry?
Ans: nope. not directly.

08. Do you curse when you're mad?
Ans: nope.

09. When was the last time you really cried?
Ans: eh? i dunno. not very long ago.

10. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Ans: yes. i have.

11. What usually makes you cry?
Ans: when i'm deeply hurt, and when i have friendship problems.

12. Are you normally a happy person?
Ans: yup (:

13. Does being with your friends makes you happy?
Ans: yes, it sure does :D

14. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
Ans: not really, i know they are just being nice and that i'm really not good looking/pretty.

15. Is there someone who you like at the moment?
Ans: yes, more than just a moment.

16. Have you ever given or been given a rose?
Ans: LOL, i've been given 2 balloon roses. i never gave anyone any.

16. What is your all-time favorite romance movie?
Ans: dunno leh, i watched quite a few.

17. Do you believe in love at 1st sight?
Ans: yup :D

18. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Ans: yeah, i do.

19. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Ans: yes, i have. i believe a lot of people have too.

20. What do you think about long-distance relationships?
Ans: it could work, if both of the people truely love each other (:

21. What do euu tink of online relationships?
Ans: nope, dont approve.

21. Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Ans: yeah, i guess?

22. Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheater always a cheater?"
Ans: nope, as long as you know you are wrong, and you change.

23. Do you usually fall for the right boy/girl?
Ans: what is right? LOL.

24. Wht colour make euu tink of LOVE?
Ans: LOL, i dunno.

25. What are your views on gay marriages?
Ans: no comment x.x

26. Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died, would you re-marry?
Ans: no -.- lame, who would want to marry me when i'm 79.

27. At wht age did euu start noticin th opposite sex?
Ans: i've always noticed, cause it was long ago that one first disturbed me.

28. Would you date some1 older or younger thn euu?
Ans: older :D

29. Hw many kids do euu wan?
Ans: two or three (:

30. Do you think some1 lykes euu at th moment?
Ans: yes ><

31. Do euu lyk any1 be4??
Ans: duh. LOL.

32. Do euu believe euu truly luv onli once?
Ans: i dunno ._.

33. Whts th 1st letter of their names?
Ans: LAME. -.-""

35. R euu single??
Ans: yeah, but i'm unavailable. LOL.

37. Hav euu br0ken some1's heart??
Ans: yes ;x

38. Do euu wan 2 b single or attached whn euu r old?
Ans: attached :D

39. If euu were stranded on an deserted island wif ur enemy wif no food,wht wil euu do?
Ans: try to work out our differences. LOL.

40. Whn some1 catches ur eye wil euu mak eye contact or avoid?
Ans: that depends, LOL.

41. Wht colour is ur comb?
Ans: blue. hee.

42. Hw do euu noe tht euu r in luv?
Ans: hmm, i think theres more than 1 way to know.

43. Th ting euu luv abt bein in a relationshipp??
Ans: Love Care Concern and FUN. < i agree with yiluan.

44. Th ting euu luv abt bein single?
Ans: i guess the freedom? and the extra time.

45. Wil euu give up ur dream 4 th 1 euu luv?
Ans: maybe. LOL.

46. Do euu talk alot??
Ans: i think so, HAHA.

47. Fav ice-cream flavour?
Ans: chocolate; green tea; melon; vanilla (:

48. Could euu date some1 u knew v long?
Ans: yes, then you would know the person better.

49. Do euu gt jealous easily?
Ans: dunno. LOL.

50. Is thr such ting as a PERFECT relationship??
Ans: every relationship has imperfections, as long as you go through it together, you'll be fine (:

51. Hw important is trust??
Ans: its really important :D

52. Is lookin gd important?
Ans: it guess it kinda is, but many things are far more important.

53. Do euu chew on ur straws??
Ans: LOL, random. yes, i do ;x

54. Th kind of ppl euu r 1st attracted to?
Ans: sweet, kind, and funny (:

55. Wht is sth euu say often?
Ans: "LOL" "haha" "omg"

done. LOL. finally.
kay, i'm bored.
bye :D
-natalieang wants school to start! (:

hi peoples! (:
sorry for like, so long never post.
LOLL.
today went Civil Defence course, for NP :D
then used a fire extinguisher,
and learnt many many stuff,
CPR, rescue teachniques,
IPP, chemical leaks, stuff like that.
quite cool actually, but lectures a bit boring ;x
overall, had fun and was tired. morning 8 til like 5.

SONGGGGG! ♥

Never say never by the fray :D

some things we dont talk about
rather do without and just hold the smile
falling in and out of love
ashamed and proud of
together all the while

you can never say never
why we dont know when
time and time again
younger than we were before

dont let me go, dont let me go
dont let me go
dont let me go, dont let me go,
dont let me go

picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
i will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

you can never say never
why we dont know when
time time and time again
younger now than we were before

dont let me go, dont let me go
dont let me go
dont let me go, dont let me go
dont let me go

nice :D

leaving early on wednesday.
morning! ><
LOLL.
kay anyway i'm off to watch tv.
tmr off for another course! (:

byee.
-natalieang is inspiring to be a firewoman <3

days grow longer and as time goes by,
things are taking their change.
may love remain,
no matter how the weather change.
may love remain,
no matter how tough the life may be.
may love remain no matter how cruel the reality is.

- anonymous.

isnt it funny. how the world changes in just an instant. one second the world is picture pefect, the next, it is crumbling down, in the pitch darkness. do we really know what could happen to us in the future. some people have already carved out their ambitions, to who, or what they want to be. "to change the world" is what they set on doing. but do they really care. they say this, and i can tell you, many people say this. but 99% of them couldnt care less for the welfare of others at all. if you think this is a stereotype. well, its not. its the truth. the reality of it is, none of us are really doing our best. selfish, is what we are. only thinking of oursleves.

in a book i read, the world was ugly. no, very ugly. in fact, it was horrendous. people took a drug, called longevity drugs, which, from the name, makes you live forever. therefore, after awhile, too many people are living on this earth. so, a law was made. called 'The Declaration'. no more children were allowed to surface from then onwards. and those who broke the law, were put in prison. except, for the 'illegal' children themselves. they were known as surplus. extra. they went to surplus halls to live, and treated like dirt there. never to set foot on the Outside, they were doomed to obeying everything their House Matron, Mrs Pincent, said. they were trained, to be perfect servants, or Valuable Assets, so to speak. servants, to the selfish, Legal people. who hated surpluses, and felt that tehy didnt even have a right to live. even though it was a happy ending, the surpluses still existed there, in the book. just that, the main character, Anna, escaped from the Surplus hall, and was not surplus anymore. (not because she escaped, its not that simple)

so you see, one wonders whether the world would really be so ugly in the future. in the book, rightfully named, The Declaration, the date is 2140. but i hope, the world never becomes like this. so please. if you want to "change" the world. please do it for the greater good. please.


okay, that was rather depressing.
just feel a bit, hmm, indifferent.
yeah, thats the word.
kay. so now a song.
it definately would cheer me up.

CRAZIER, by (the-most-awesome-singer-ever) Taylor Swift ♥

i'd never gone with the wind
just let it flow
let it take me where it wants to go
til you open the door
and theres so much more
i've never seen it before
i was trying to fly
but i couldn't find wings
but you came along and you changed everything

you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like i'm falling and i
am lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier

i've watched from a distance as you
made life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and i wanted to know
how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i couldn't see
you opened my eyes
and you made me believe

you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like i'm falling and i
am lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier

baby you showed me what living is for
i don't wanna hide anymore
ohh

you lift my feet off the ground
you spin me around
you make me crazier, crazier
feels like i'm falling and i
am lost in your eyes
you make me crazier, crazier
crazier

-natalieang; you spin me around.

yooooo.
back from PSL camp.
was fun :D

day #1:
reached and chatted with people,
then went with mabel go find samantha husband (:
was briefed,
and then scolded by an idiotic dumb person.
first did lots of deco stuffs.
(:
james and his evil brush of paint,
suhaini with her magnificant yellow tube.
LOLs.
was so fun.
YOUTH SIGNATURES (:
rock out loud.
then lunched.
gastric-pain! D;
lucky had people who pei-ed me.
thanks zuhairah, james, guan hoe, amanda,
and mabel (for asking me if i was alright ;D)
thenthen,
they continued deco-ing,
whilst me and amanda headed up to the library,
to talk with squadmates awhile.
and laid down on a chair,
didn't feel well at all.
stomach was still bothering me loads.
then covered my eyes cause the sunlight was blinding me,
then suddenly weikian's water bottle hit my face.
(by accident, of course).
it hurt alot, my eye was tearing so much.
then had a splitting headache for the next hour.
even during NP.
had a really hard time concentrating,
and luckily we were practicing in the shade.
felt terrible,
but the lesson was useful and effective.
but, i hated it, being critisized.
was already feeling unwell.
then, still like that.
anyway. skip.
after np, went to eat pizza with PSL dearies.
james ate like 5++ pizzas larh.
('wah, wait for me ah?' 'yeah lah, you forgot you my girlfriend ah?)
._.
night amazing race!
ran here and there,
and emerged as the winners! (:
was so funny.
and the bball rocked.
LOL, in the end we waited so long for nothing,
cause we needed only 6 goals, which we already got.
thenthen after amazing race was supper ;D
supposed to only pour half of the packet of milo,
but forgot and poured the whole thing,
haha, but was damn nice (:
somemore i purposely put less water so more sweet.
LOL.
watched alvin and the chipmunks (again?)
was beside samantha husband :D
damn close to the guys side.
then slept. (like finally, and it was 1+)

day #2:

woke up at 6.15 ;O
was soooo tired,
eyes kept betraying me and trying to close.
slacked til 7.30,
played truth or dare,
scared sam husband, but felt bad about it ):
then morning exercise,
(oi, here got 2 NPCC girls leh, heard you all shout so loud ytd, now better shout)
LOL. then played a little bball again,
hurt my finger ):
whole finger's swollen now D;
(oh shit how am i gonna survive tuition later ._.)
continued with deco after breakfast.
did the psl noticeboard.
(dont wanna say details, but something happened, see below bah)
then, camp dismissed.
finally can go home.
went home and took a 3 hour nap.
then rested and watched BOF.
skip.

today:
just bored.

gonna reply tags now.
finally.
lets do it.

amanda: oh, okay, good then.

jiazhi: why? LOL, ily too (: ♥!

xinny: aww, i think we should use it for project instead? cause i wont be around to do it no more. but see how bah. :D ily loads.

BERNICE ♥ : HAHA, all those songs rock :D i wannnaa seeeeee your hair! ><

kah hwee: dont worry, miracles happen (: just you wait.

BERNICE ♥ : dont worry. i will help you sweetie :D

seanlim: nah, cant make it. overseas dude.

iman: LOL, i edit post mah, yesterday at first wanted to post de.

jiansheng: LOL, no wonder i was thinking why no post de. (disappear so long, alamak!) wahh, honoured lah, thankyouuu. (: oh, cause scared got people MIA for chalet mah, then wont see them anymore mah. somemore this year POP is special de lor. then i cannot go, siannn. anyway, thanks forthe tag :D

(nvm, got prob with the html. will write what happened next time,
but its not very happy. so beware. and -e---n,
i'm so disapointed.)

well, thats all for me.
buh-byee.
cya all next time.
-natalieang hurt her pointer finger! D;
♥ PSL (: