thanks for the encouragements.
but alas, i will never be the same since.
well, y'know.
heh, but i'm much more happy (:
thanks to all you guys who tagged and smsed and chatted,
and talked to me:
-yiuxinting! (:
-changyiluan! (:
-bernice BESTIE! :D <33333
-eujiansheng! :D <3333 forever
-iman! (:
-kahhweeauntie! (:
-daryl! (:
-timothy kor! (:
-seanlim! (:
-emily jie! (:
-boksiongsir! (:

!hope i didn't miss out on anyone. well thanks so much.
all of you are just so nice and caring. i really appreciate it.
and thanks for the advice too (:
i promise i shall reply all the tags after exams.

anyway, i wanna post lyrics ;D hahaha.
back to my old usual self i guess.
:
I'd Lie -
by taylor swift
i don't think that passenger's seat,
has ever looked this good to me.
he tells me about his night,
and i count the colours in his eyes.

he'll never fall in love he swears,
as he runs his fingers through his hair.
i'm laughing cause i hope he's wrong.
and i don't think it ever have crossed his mind,
he tells a joke i fake a smile,
but i know all his favourite songs.
and i could tell you,
his favourite colour's green,
he loves to argue, born on the seventeenth,
his sister's beautiful,
he has his father's eyes,
if you ask me if i love him,
i'd lie.

he looks around the room,
innocent he overlooks the truth,
shouldn't a light go on,
doesn't he know i've had him memorised for so long,
he sees everything black and white,
and never let nobody see hm cry,
and i don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine,
i could tell you,
his favouite colour's green,
he loves to argue, born on the seventeenth,
his sister's beautiful,
he has his father's eyes,
if you ask me if i love him,
i'd lie.

he sits there then walks away,
my god if i could only say,
i'm holding every breath for you

he'd never tell you,
but he can play guitar,
i think he can see through, everything but my heart.
first thought when i wake up,
is my god he's beautiful,
so i put on my makeup,
and pray for a miracle.

yes i could tell you,
his favourite colour's green,
he loves to argue, oh and it kills me,
his sister's beautiful,
he has his father's eyes,
if you ask me if i love him,
you ask me if i love him,
i'd lie.
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its so nice don't cha think.
the bridge is nice,
where it goes 'i'm holding every breath for you'
and the part thats 'he'd never tell you',
all the way until 'miracle'
its so beautiful, the song and the lyrics,
awesome.
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i want an iTouch!
ugh, daryl makes me jealous ):
and my tuition friend ashley too.
an itouch is so cool. i want one! D;
but it costs like 300 bucks i think,
no moneyye man. sad.
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stressed.
exams are squeezing every ounce of effort outta me,
and also the taekwondo competition,
sometimes i feel like dropping out,
because seriously, i kinda suck at the pattern,
and i'm not making much improvements,
my teammates are all moving ahead of me,
i have no motivation, and i'm so stressed by exams.
but i can't bah, my emily jie would hae a tough time if that happened.
so yup, better not, she shall be my motivation then (:

BERNICE IS SUCH A SWEETHEART! :D
the evidence is there! she tags me,
she chats with me when she feels like talking,
she is so nice, i love her. and gosh, i miss her so much,
i haven't seen her in like, hmm, a few months? ;O
its still a long time. i can't wait to see her again! (:
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okay i wanna go now. nothing much to say.
okay buh-bye,
natalieang wants a iTouch ;O it will never be the same.
i think i said that already.
just like that song,
you're thinking it'll be fine again,
but not this time around.
haix, you are sooo.
aiyuh, i dunno how to say.
i can't really believe it,
and i still dunno what to do,
the hurt is still there,
a deep stab wound etched in my heart,
for it to heal,
even 'forever' couldn't measure it.
haix, what to do? what to do?
and i am seriously so frustrated.
haix. when is this going to end?
i hate it.