TAGS REPLIED HERE!
(wow wow two days i nvr go online got so many tags ah ;P)
deidaraa: hey sarah, oh yeah, i love them too!

xinting: OH thanks and you look pretty too! and NO, i can't, cause apparently SOMEONE go ask one psl and that psl say i maybe cannot, maybe can, (means cannot la ._.) so yeah, i feel like dying now. ): although although, amanda has a great chance of it! (if the results are different from what im saying now, i know who to blame ;P)

eliz: ahaha, mr mentos and mr fruit-plus, whats next? ._. and yeah yeah, you'll probably get into a really good uni next time yeah!

aster: o.O eh, hello. ;D

bernice: of course you do! ahh, yes, you read what i wrote on top, yeah, i don't think im getting in then, heh, anyway i'd make a lousy psl i bet! heh, yeah, i read your email le! yesyes i will go with you to jonas brothers! haha, your name of course more special lah! LOVE TOO (:

shimin: ahh, shimin, you shouldn't have been scared! im sure you would have got in if you tried! not like me, im such a loser i can't even get in lor! D; (other people never get in NOT loser, only me!)

regina: oh yeah, hi!

zoe(meinu ;P) : HELLO! and Nooooo. im so not getting in liaos. you'll get in im sure, but i won't! cause im such a loser.
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ahhhhh.
my day is ruined D;
i don't even want to go online cause
im so sad.
y'know why? (im sure you know right ._.)
im so NOT gonna be a psl cause of uniform group..
someone say de la,
not i say de.
but it makes sense.
cause uniform group people quite busy,
then maybe the psl people
want us to put psl first or something.
yeahhh.. something like that i guess?
and the person told me,
amanda has a good chance!(of course!)
so amanda,
jia you to you!
although at first you say don't want to be psl,
im sure you'll enjoy it!
OH SHYT IM SADDDD.
ahh im so demoralised now.
really seriously feel like dying.
i should have known y'know,
that they would never choose me.
i wish they'd never ask me to go to the interview,
then i wouldn't have had the false impression,
that i could actually do this,
be a psl.
i shouldn't have known,
I'M SUCH A LOSER
oh shyt oh shyt,
i know i'll never hear the end of this...
my inner voice is just scolding me,
right now.
who ask me so stupid
go apply for psl,
when im such a loser,
and confirm cannot de.
walao.
im really a huge loserrrr.
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thats all i really wanted,
to be somebody.
and before that(you can ask xinting)
i kept being hyper,
waiting for psl selections to come,
and all i wanted,
was to actually be someone other people,
would see and go,
"wow, that psl so enthu, she really motivates us!"
and thats all,
thats all.
but i guess its all hopeless now,
i just need to hope,
that maybe he was wrong,
but its impossible.
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sorry for reading all my useless crap over here.
yeah,
so bye.
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